hey everybody!
this blog entitles me to write anything abut me from now on.
here, you'll find how im trying to change myself from a social climbing, low-form demeaning, apathetic drama king into a person who just wants to live life like the next clean person does.
I admit that I am a con artist. No not really that kind, but I play dirty to get what I want. You'll hear from me in the next posts Ill be putting.
Im kinda inspired to do this blog by Brian Gorrell's blog. See, Im pretty much like DJ Montano guys, only that hes already a full grown tree, only Im still a seedling. And I need to stop before I can start.
why con artist?
well, im not exactly a con artist, but I might, as well, been one. I lie in different ranges just to get what I want. I used to get what I want, no matter what it would cost. I lied to my parents many times just to get money for booze and night outs. I had been using my charm just to get the affections of others, and use them in my advantage. Stuffs pretty much like that. At the end of it, I felt guilty now that I have found mysrlf at the bottom.
I dont want to be a gold digger, thats for sure.
That is why, starting this year, I will accept the consequrnces of my actions, and do every little imaginable things right.
You'll see... =)
So this blog is not just for my pathetic non sense but also for my opinions, rants (hey, trying to be mess free doesnt mean I wont be a bitch sometimes =), what I find interesting, and you know just about eveything else...
So, see you around! Love you bitches!
dean
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